I learn many things from these last two months, something happened in my life, it crushed me so down, deep down, leaving scars deep down my heart that if remind it again myself, I cringe. I realised I did many mistakes & misunderstanding. I learn from all those things, those things had their way to made me strong.
- I realised this world has it own rules, even though we have our own perspective of life, if you stepped out of the rules, you'd be judged that you're wrong.
- someone might mum, doesn't mean he doesn't evaluate.
- to be yourself, even things force you to be not, to in love with yourself first before everything else. Because if you love yourself and happy with it, everything else doesn't really matter.
- express not impress. I learn that showing things off, talking about things we have are just making us looking more stupid. You know, impressing someone might satisfied yourself but it's not okay when you show off and think 'I am the best' but maybe in the other side people look down on you, because of what you did.
- to love someone completely, with trust, love and caring. When you love someone you gotta do it hundred percents, you have to appreciate their existence, before you cry over their disappearance.
- it's not okay to tell everyone that you are sick, fake smile, make up, dress up, work things out.
- it's better to shut my mouth up than speak useless thing that makes me seem stupid
