My Woman

My mom is my biggest influence, she got something that is indescribable that I admire it so much, was born under a family that still cling firmly to its culture, Javanese, my mom has been so genuine for me. 

She likes to dance a lot, I mean random dance when she hears music which she can dance to. I love it.   And I think it came down to me, because I love to dance a lot. And she has a lot of code of conduct for living in the family for her children. I love the fact that she holds on to it. Because of that, I feel more guarded. 

She is the one who supports me when I feel like in the down side of my life, she gives me things / advices that no one would, I will give you the example : 

• "If you feel stressed, go wash the dishes" What she means by that, when we wash the dishes it means we clean up the dirt, same we clean our soul from dirt. 
• "In the morning, at 8 till 9 am, absorb the energy from the sun." You know it is good for our skin and soul ahahah
• "After you woke up, immediately pray and be thankful to Allah." It is really, really, really day changer, when I speak within myself like, "Alhamdulillah, I am thankful to Allah for waking me up today, may this day be good and better than yesterday, and be happy." Then I sit, and starting the day with Bismillah, because if you start the day with a good mood it will lasts until the end of the day. 

She was there when I broke up, I was really really desperate back then, she is the one who lighted it up, I am thankful, even what she said was salty, but it is a medicine for me. 

Her voice calms me when I feel like I want to die, "No, it will be okay." That words from her feel like magic that gives me strength to live. She is the one who I hug everyday before school and transmigrating the energy between us. 

I am thankful to Allah for the best gift I ever got, my mom. I wish my mom happiness and longevity. I love you, Mamah.